And I thought, fuck it. This blog can be shallow, deep, normal and I don't really care anymore.

I am upgrading my phone to a K800i because it takes real cool pictures. I realised this when I saw that 3/4 of the pictures of the pictures on Regan's computers are all from his Sony Ericson phone and since I am on an ambition to totally change.. heck, u can't change things that are not there. Ok, let me rephrase, to totally add on to my wadrobe, I don't really want to blow my money on a digicam. And from my financial planning, it is possible but I think it's a waste as my tuition's ending so the money's not going to come every week anymore and I am not really into tuition-ing all the way either(The boy's getting to be quite a handful).

Ok, I got something to say. Firstly, please do not play pass the message. Secondly, do not hesistate to call if things dun sit well with you. Thirdly, dun use FI as our messenger*smacks her*. And lastly, there are some things that are far more important than ego.

The moral of the story, we are doing a photoshoot for 5fekta and break fast @ AlMajlis and Nys pissed is coming along.

I am so hooked to The Hills because I am a slow poke and I did not know they were airing it on MTV.com.

Regan:'I am officially dating a bimbo'.

Call me weird, it is a guilty pleasure and plus, I love seeing people dress up and how they act to situations. Girls, especially. I do think that girls are kental sometimes but there are girls who talk and act like real people with a functioning brain. There are just things that guys don't get and only your girlfriends get. And even then, if you have a weird mix of girls like in the TOTS, some opinions take an awful turn but it don't matter because if it's strong, it'll stay. Like how there are jerks for guys, there are bitches in girls.

I have a feeling this is going to be a long entry.

I was talking to somebody the other day,'Why is it so hard to be serious with someone?' And he replied, 'Because I cannot find someone suited for me'. And I thought, can u instantly make that connection with someone? Like, Love at first sight kinda thing.(Note that I used capital letters for the L to mark the sacredness of the meaning of the word.)Anyway, I think the most likely of that happening can only point you towards an indication. For example, you want someone homely and innocent, a good indication would be her smile or her twinkle in her eyes. It would make you to try the first move and then you decide for yourself if the judgement is correct. In that sense, I agree. But then, the flipside is, what about those that are wrong, then comes that famous saying, probably by a fellow who got the indications wrong,"Don't judge a book by its cover". And then, I came up with a theory(I have a bag full of theories, close friends would know this),that there is no ONE person who can suit you during the first few months. I guess, in a productive relationship, it takes a while for you to adapt and mould the other party, tolerate and brave through obstacles just to be together.

For example, Regan and I are different in many areas. A night out means chilling out at a pub/bar watching football and for me, it means, knocking down shots after shots, dancing till your heels hurt and waking up with a migraine. And those of you who knows me would know that my freak out nights are REALLY important to me. But we are the same in many areas too, Some couples just hate being indoors, goes out and watch movies and add on to their social life, or try, but Regan and I could do it and stay under the covers(which sometimes would be flung away*ahem) all day, night and the next day. And at the beginning, we did not click much and fought a lot. My family is such that I should drop everything and be there if anyone calls and he is at an age whereby he should be dating girls who don't have curfews anymore and we used to argue, fight about this all the time. But we compromise and now, when I do that, he plays PS3 and whines to me about it for 5 minutes and that's it. I am not saying we have a perfect relationship, just that it's more comfortable for you as an individual.

I really enjoy the space we give to each other, knowing that there are no boundaries we cannot enter with each other. I love how much I trust him, though both of us gets jealous suddenly over nothing(Okay, that's just me). Ok, back to what I was saying, you compromise, play that awesome game of give and take, sprinkled with lots of understanding and less psychotic emotional hoohaa and you get a comfortable relationship that gives u the freedom to grow at your own speed and be a better, happier person. Plus, more orgasms.

Then again, I talk too much. LOL. It's 4am. I got to sleep.

Nightsss.