DumbDumbBells

I have been cracking my brains trying to find something substantial to blog about. Something non bimbotic and different. But I realise that I have been occupying my time with stuff that are really superficial And so, not wanting to sound bimbotic, I just omitted all superficial talk out of this blog and stopped blogging so frequently. And then, I thought, how could someone be so sombre for so long?

And I thought, fuck it. This blog can be shallow, deep, normal and I don't really care anymore.

I am upgrading my phone to a K800i because it takes real cool pictures. I realised this when I saw that 3/4 of the pictures of the pictures on Regan's computers are all from his Sony Ericson phone and since I am on an ambition to totally change.. heck, u can't change things that are not there. Ok, let me rephrase, to totally add on to my wadrobe, I don't really want to blow my money on a digicam. And from my financial planning, it is possible but I think it's a waste as my tuition's ending so the money's not going to come every week anymore and I am not really into tuition-ing all the way either(The boy's getting to be quite a handful).

Ok, I got something to say. Firstly, please do not play pass the message. Secondly, do not hesistate to call if things dun sit well with you. Thirdly, dun use FI as our messenger*smacks her*. And lastly, there are some things that are far more important than ego.

The moral of the story, we are doing a photoshoot for 5fekta and break fast @ AlMajlis and Nys pissed is coming along.

I am so hooked to The Hills because I am a slow poke and I did not know they were airing it on MTV.com.

Regan:'I am officially dating a bimbo'.

Call me weird, it is a guilty pleasure and plus, I love seeing people dress up and how they act to situations. Girls, especially. I do think that girls are kental sometimes but there are girls who talk and act like real people with a functioning brain. There are just things that guys don't get and only your girlfriends get. And even then, if you have a weird mix of girls like in the TOTS, some opinions take an awful turn but it don't matter because if it's strong, it'll stay. Like how there are jerks for guys, there are bitches in girls.

I have a feeling this is going to be a long entry.

I was talking to somebody the other day,'Why is it so hard to be serious with someone?' And he replied, 'Because I cannot find someone suited for me'. And I thought, can u instantly make that connection with someone? Like, Love at first sight kinda thing.(Note that I used capital letters for the L to mark the sacredness of the meaning of the word.)Anyway, I think the most likely of that happening can only point you towards an indication. For example, you want someone homely and innocent, a good indication would be her smile or her twinkle in her eyes. It would make you to try the first move and then you decide for yourself if the judgement is correct. In that sense, I agree. But then, the flipside is, what about those that are wrong, then comes that famous saying, probably by a fellow who got the indications wrong,"Don't judge a book by its cover". And then, I came up with a theory(I have a bag full of theories, close friends would know this),that there is no ONE person who can suit you during the first few months. I guess, in a productive relationship, it takes a while for you to adapt and mould the other party, tolerate and brave through obstacles just to be together.

For example, Regan and I are different in many areas. A night out means chilling out at a pub/bar watching football and for me, it means, knocking down shots after shots, dancing till your heels hurt and waking up with a migraine. And those of you who knows me would know that my freak out nights are REALLY important to me. But we are the same in many areas too, Some couples just hate being indoors, goes out and watch movies and add on to their social life, or try, but Regan and I could do it and stay under the covers(which sometimes would be flung away*ahem) all day, night and the next day. And at the beginning, we did not click much and fought a lot. My family is such that I should drop everything and be there if anyone calls and he is at an age whereby he should be dating girls who don't have curfews anymore and we used to argue, fight about this all the time. But we compromise and now, when I do that, he plays PS3 and whines to me about it for 5 minutes and that's it. I am not saying we have a perfect relationship, just that it's more comfortable for you as an individual.

I really enjoy the space we give to each other, knowing that there are no boundaries we cannot enter with each other. I love how much I trust him, though both of us gets jealous suddenly over nothing(Okay, that's just me). Ok, back to what I was saying, you compromise, play that awesome game of give and take, sprinkled with lots of understanding and less psychotic emotional hoohaa and you get a comfortable relationship that gives u the freedom to grow at your own speed and be a better, happier person. Plus, more orgasms.

Then again, I talk too much. LOL. It's 4am. I got to sleep.

Nightsss.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Love/Hate

The reason why I am changing my blogskin is not to design a blogskin worthy of awards. I just wanted my mojo back and I knew it was never going to happen with that stupid grey skin. What was I thinking?

These past few days have been sneaking out at nights to snuggle with him. I have finished the last lesson with the girl, Erna in Woodlands. And this leaves me with the headache of the year, the one I tutor everyday. I am determined to teach him all I can eventhough I know his attention span's that of a pin. I get a migraine everytime the lesson's over with him. But, I am determined to try.

Tomorrow, I am going to go on a mission to find cheap buys for T-shirts to get myself ready for school. Though, I think we are going to have the TEP ugly blue shirt we are all supposed to wear.

Today, while running the 30th minute on the treadmill, my butt and stomach cramped up. So, I decided to ease up on the speed and settled for 7.3 instead of 9.0. I just hope that come tomorrow, my muscles shall not cramp on me and it won't rain because Imma go for a swim. There is just something about doing things alone that makes executing the workout properly a tad more satisfactory. My arms are flabby, that's why a full workout's good. Regarding the weight loss blog I have, I shall update it soon. Because I am just starting again.

i wish I have some intellectually stimulating stuff to talk about but I am too busy rescuing myself from the slob I am becoming should I be online too long. I can just sit down and surf for the whole day, I swear that is so bad.

Really, I need me some lights and dance. NO KAKI! Tsk. Neh mind, next week got.

Anybody got 'lobang' for digicams?

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Pardon the Cbox.
Trying to come up with a new layout. Anything should suffice, i think.

Am just fucking bored with this one.. k peeps, early day tomorrow.

Monday, September 24, 2007

ME BABY!

Welcome the newest addition to our family

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If you must know, these past few days have been fun but I am really not in the mood to blog.

Let me just recap, aite?

Friday was Geylang with the girls. Pics shall be up once I get them from Hani.

Saturday was Seoul Garden to celebrate Regan's birthday while Sunday was spent meeting my baby nephews and nieces.

Meanwhile, I woke up early because I did not want to waste time sleeping. My schedule for today is gym at 12pm and tuition from 3.30 to 7pm. After which, I shall head home and organize my stuff in the room. I might blog again later.. or not.

K,bye.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

I am bored.

Now, I am going to the gym and then going to pay my stupid measly 60 bucks i owe the sch and then Imma go tuition. I have no life.

No worries, meeting the girls soon.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

BROKE

I am really happy because I finally stopped being in denial and paid my bill. And, I paid Regan for his PSP, which reminds me, I forgot to take the hardcover from him. Now, I gotta go modify it and download many many games in it though the only reason I bought it is for WINNING ELEVEN. Now, I can finally get all the star players in MY team. *rub hands in glee.

Gattusso, Schevchenko, Rooney, Gerrard and of course *coughs* Henry. I better be able to afford them. Okay, girls, you can wake up now.

Tomorrow's puasa. Okay, I dun normally fast because I find it a little weird. Isn't it weird that for that whole month, you fast and think pure. You remember God and then after that, during Raya, you start fucking, drinking, cursing, gossiping again. Doesn't it defeat the purpose? Is it just out of pure habit. You were trained to fast so you do? I am not patronizing,just running my thoughts here. Oh, better yet, after 7.30pm after dawn, you meet up your boyfriend and start feeling up each other's inner thighs? You fast the entire day and pig out in the evening? But who am I to preach? Just don't come and look at me like a sinner when some of the people fasting are much bigger hypocrites.

Ok, ok, short of starting a religious debate, let's change the subject.

I bought my god mum a birthday present for her birthday which is tomorrow. Now, the problem is, I don't know when I am gonna give her. My baby asked for a Man U jersey. There is something about me that just love giving gifts but only if they matter and I have cash la. Hmmm... I am so rambling. =/

Seriously, I really don't know what else to write about. Ok, I KNOW!
My sister is in the hospital right now, waiting for the right moment to induce labour. Another boy, another nephew. Whoopie...

K k bye.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

AFTER EXAMS

Half of us

Yay!

Prakash, Zhong Yi and Jun Chong

Kenneth, the incessant talking angsty clown

Me, Jonna, Cj and Kenneth

+ Yun Qi

YUM

Jonna and CJ

Weirdos

Then Zy, JC and Pirakash left while the rest proceeded to Zouk and met Yan Zhen and Eryka.

Regan came too. (Though he looks like he did not like it much)

Yan Zhen finally arrived.

We made a pit stop at the prata shop because Regan was whining as he was hungry and we stopped at the playground for a bit complaining about girls.

We looked damn kay-po

Then back to Zouk.(No more pics from here on as me and Regan left soon)

Sorry for the bad pixels in the picture, kay. I did not resized it and manually did it in Blogger. Needless to say, I suck in that.

Tomorrow's puasa.

The pics shall be uploaded to my multiply you can click at the 'Snapshots' section.

Bye

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Rejoice peeps.

I feel like blogging again.

Which means I feel cool again.

Heh. Not really.

Ok, so that day 2 night with Bib and Sha was awesome.We did not bring a camera so make do with my stupid phone. We walked around Bugis finding a place where we can just relax and chill out for a bit. So we were confident when we walked up a back packer's inn where the guy looked at us up and down, probably thinking,'Are these girls even tourists?' Well, it was a dorm and smelled like socks so we made our way to Geylang where all the prostitutes were lined up, waiting to be sold. It was funny because Hani was @ Darlene, very near our hotel but we did not want to disturb she and Heiqal. Went up to the room, chilled out a bit, watched some Madagascar. Went to Clarke Quay, just a bunch of broke girls walking around, sniffing for alchohol. Wanted to enter 1 nite stand but it was really deserted which was suprising because I used to go there like 3 times each week and had a blast(memories...). Since Bib was a DblO virgin, we reluctantly went. The conclusion, we hated it. I do not like Mats and Minahs, in fact I feel like spraying pesticide on them but that's besides the point. I am biased like that. Bib and Sha hated it as well. Sha hating it means something, ok. She is surrounded by mats and minahs, i guess these ones feel younger and cornier with their pick-up line. Never going back there again.

We then proceeded back to the hotel and chatted till we slept. This is just simplified terms but really, it was awesome.

Photos from After Exam party coming up soon.

Someone get me a Sony Cybershot T200 please, really, if you love me, save up now and give it to me on my birthday. I shall never ask for anything else for the rest of the years that I live. I thought I shall be getting it if I start working outside after finished tutoring, but I am afraid I cannot. Zess. Ok?

Ok, ciao

I am not blogging because

1) My layout sucks.
2)I am so lazy to upload not necessary pics.
3)I am too busy having fun(This week has been a blast, 'backpacking' with Bib and Sha and with Regan during the weekends)
4)My mum purposely 'forgot' to pay for the internet which she always assume to be the SCV bill and I am stealing someone else's internet which is damn slow and loading youtube is soooo slow. Before I blog, i get pissed and switch on my telly.
5)I am not cool, therefore I don't blog much. When I feel cool again, I shall.

Till then, you take care.

Oh, && I got so much gifts to buy. ok, two but still!

I bought PSP from Regan already, yessss ah! Winning Eleven 24/7! Puasa this Thursday. Last month, I fasted for a day only. Wonder how much I will puasa this month. Oh well.

LIFE'S GOOD

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Today I got so sick of tution and then I thought, 'Hey, 3 hours of work ain't that bad.'

I feel like I need a vacation. But I cannot go anywhere out of Singapore because I made a deal with my mum saying that I could only continue with my studies if I adhere to her house rules. So stop asking, k? One of them is to stay in Singapore, she does not want to be held accountable.

So, imma take a vacation in Tampines where I am free to roam and see my darling god-mum.

See ya'lls. God bless.

p.s: This blogskin does not match my mood at all now but I am too darn lazy to change.
I have to stop eating one meal a day, I run about during the afternoon and only can eat during dinnertime and I do not like eating at night.

p.p.s: Muttons in the morning are talking about ghost stories. I changed the station. I freak out easily. Lame, I know.

p.p.p.s: I really have no point in this post, at all.

Sunday, September 2, 2007

Sorry for the absense and the pessimism, peeps. I had a very rough week.

But now, I am all better! I am humming and singing in the showers again! *I can see Regan cringe now.

Ok, so I finally meet the girls again after our exams! Dun worry Sha, soon soon.

Nonsensical pics first, talk later.

THE TOTS @ Bugis
(Minus Ny-tot)

Bi-tot and Ro-tot

Jootot and Fitot

Ro-tot, Bi-tot Jootot and Sha-tot

Ratattouille!!

Personal Joke (Eyebrow up, nose down and lips shut tight)

Meeting them took a lot of weight off my shoulders. I cannot wait for our slumber party 2day1night as Hani called it. Oh, and maybe we are going camping, and cook marshmallows on a stick though I hate marshmallows. I love the holidays.

Weekend saw me spending some time with Regan after certain exhausting unfortunate things happened during the weekdays. Followed him to football, then went to East Coast to eat and just feel the calming breeze and cuddled. Oh, Rajesh and Alex cuddled too. Heh. Played pool and crawled back home. We cuddled and went to bed only to wake up in the morning, not wanting to leave. But I did 'cause I wanted to meet my brother.

My tutee's mum wants me to continue teaching him even when he finishes his PSLE. I don't need Classifieds anytime soon. Everyday, 2 lessons each day. 8 lessons-$180, u do the math. Yay! AND, he stays right across the road from me.

I just got my dress from Tracyeinny. I LOVE THEIR DRESSES! Go check it out! tracyeinny.livejournal.com. Meanwhile, Imma go enjoy my holidays.

Ciaooo.