Please go under the Snapshots section. TOTS Sentosa 9june07.

All in all, it was really nice catching up.

Okay, look. We, the tots have been through shit and back together. Detention for wearing socks which are too short, skirts which are too tight(G-string alert!), dancing in the rain, ex-boyfriends, flings, family, dark times,fashion no-no(platforms and headband, anyone?), our first times, orgasms, you name it. We come from different walks of life, different background, different personalities. Which is why I will never be bored with them, because as we grow, we change and there are more new things we can talk about. But there are timings for each and every one of our serious talks and when we are not talking, we are laughing our heads off about jokes people would not understand. And there are certain traits in all of us that some would find disturbing and the thing about the tots is, we have no qualms in telling each other in their face that it's no good. And sometimes, it ends up in misunderstandings and fights(right, sha?).

And there are some situations where we have been through that we do not wish the other to go through because it is hard. The bond is sisterly yet we are friends. Which is why, right now when we all get busy, it gets harder to keep up and now when the efforts to meet up gets tougher, the change gets a bit drastic and we look at each other sometimes, and go, "Who is that girl now?". And more often than not, we dun like it. Personally, I dun wish for any of them to change. And right now, I am scared. Though I act indifferent, sometimes, too blunt, i love them. To pieces.

I feel like I don't know you anymore. You sound different. You act different but today, I see a glimpse of you again. I haven't seen you in a long time. And, I miss you. I do not want to spell your name because I wanna tell you this straight up and not from a blog. You sound sad and confused and I don't like that. Which is why, while some give up, I want to try because when I slipped up, you were there and now, though you haven't slipped up yet, I want to warn you. Because I know how it is. I know the glitz and the shit you have to go through where u are right now. And I want you to be safe. I nag because I care.

I just want to let you know that when your supposedly called friends leave you, we will be there. And we know you best, at least, we knew you best. i say, supposedly because I am cynical. Of people, of people saying they care but they don't. But that's just me. I know that all that I am worrying about might not even happen and for the first time, I wanna be wrong.

We love you, u should know that.